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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
10:21 PM
[ `anileC ]
There's no point explaining anymore. It's always the matter of conjecture. "Action speaks louder than words" as it may seem. But even after vindicating, things turned out to cross over the border ultimately. I don't know. Probably it's our vulnerability in handling things. Perhaps trust is minimal. Maybe it is our level of maturity. Happy or Miserable. I don't know. I feel lousy. I feel worthless. I just can't get anything right. I'm a horrible person. That's how I'm feeling now I guess *Sighs
YYY
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
1:34 AM
[ `anileC ]
OOO...Ash tagged me and so I'm gonna do this questionaire.
1) Single/taken/crushing? HMM...
2) Are you happy with your life now? Erm. pretty much but but BUT there's still some resentment.
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast? I'm not very sure about that
4) You had your heart broken? Definitely
5) Do you believe there are certain circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? Probably yes?
6) Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you? I will. he/she won't get away that easily. I'll make sure you suffer! Burn in hell! Whoops...=X
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person before? Yup.
8) Do you want children? Of course
9) How many? 2 is the best. Weee
10) Would you consider adoption? Hmm..Nope.
11) If someone likes you right now, what would be the best way for he/she to let you know? Just tell me directly but please don't be try to pretend that you're in close terms with me.
12) Do you enjoy getting into relationships? Yup but it can really be frustrating at times.
13) be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did? WOW. That's personal. Not too far.
14) Do you believe in love at first sight? Not really.
15) Are you romantic? Haha. I don't think so. I'm pretty tough. =P
16) Do you believe you can change someone? Yup but not entirely though.
17) If you could be married off somewhere, where would it be? Hmm. I don't know.
18) Do you easily give in when you're fighting? Not really, depends.
19) Do you have feelings for someone now? Erm... yeah
20) Have you ever wished you could have had someone but messed it up? Haha... eh? I think so?
21) Have you ever broken a heart? Yeah, I did. I don't mean it T.T
22) If one day your best friend fall for the same person you fall deeply in love with, what would you do? Erm. judge the situation and then decide.
23) Are you missing someone now? Yeah. =P
Took this from Jialing's bloggie. It seems fun. At least to me. haha Facts about me, and Lies Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you wish are true.
I miss somebody right now. I dont watch TV these days. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I'm TOTALLY smart. I've broken someone's bones. I'm paranoid sometimes. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, n scar-free. I love sushi. I talk really, really fast. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. I LOVE the way I look. I am usually pessimistic. I have a lot of mood swings. I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have a lot of friends. I am currently single. I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. (depends on who's the person) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. I enjoy window shopping. I would rather shop than eat. I don't hate anyone. I'm a BETTER dancer. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I LOVE to be with my mum. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. I have tried alcohol before. I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. I own the "South Park" movie. I would die for my best friends. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I LOVE it. I am happy at this moment! I'm obsessed with guys. I study for tests most of the time. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I am comfortable with who I am right now. I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever I can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I'm proficient in a musical instrument. I worked at McDonald's restaurant. I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I went college out of state. I like sausages. I love getting hugs. I adore bright colours. I can't live without black eyeliner. I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. I can pick up things with my toes. I can't whistle. I love kisses. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal I've ever written in. I can't stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. I think climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring. I have a tattoo. I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better. I'm an artist. I only clean my room when necessary. I like a person of the same sex. I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie. I have a small nose.
Wee...Finally, I can get some sleep! haha. Exhausted and drained from all the running and "that stupid thing". haha. I'm so tanned now. yikes. I wanna run again! And this time I wanna swim after the run! Wee. Anyway, went to catch the movie, "The Host". It's rather lame. haha. I'd better preferred Junki's King and Clown!!! *VOTES! STOMACHAHE! gotta go! P.S: My new classmates are all brainies. Oh no, they won't spare me. Please go easy on me. =)
YYY
Saturday, September 16, 2006
4:52 PM
[ `anileC ]
Thanks to some juvenile soul, I am awfully pissed right now. The ominous weather signaling an impending rain (now it seems like a storm) heightens my mood as well. ARGH... CHAFED!!! RILED!!! TATSUKETE! Initially, I'm in such high spirits to write about all the things that I have done. But now...I'm antagonized by some nitwitted. Disenchanted by school. Disgruntled by everything. Argh. *sighs. Anyway, I'll just sum it up. Over the last weekend: Working at the Philips carnival sales with the PN0204 peeps. The place was bustling with life. Had fun, enjoyed myself and made a lot of new friends. Amiable people, I like =). Happen to meet Meow and Chee How there. Didn't expect to see them there but it was cool. Watched Little Man with the peeps on Saturday and it was uproarious. Well, it was an awesome experience to work at the carnival. Last weekdays: I had violin practices most of the time with the quartet. Working hard for the upcoming performance coz I don't wish to disappoint anybody especially Dr yeo and the people in the ensemble. On Thursday, Sentosa trip with the PN0204 peeps. It was great meeting up with them once again. I am tanned! BLEAH
Friday: Quartet practice again for about 2-3 hours. We sounded pretty nice. =)
Saturday that is today: Stayed at home and fumed. (Wasted one pathetic day)
Basically, I'm pretty occupied and caught up with activities etc. I need a break. *Dont wake me up even when September ends.
Signing off.
YYY
Saturday, September 09, 2006
1:11 AM
[ `anileC ]
I'm finally backed from the chalet. Firstly, I must say that the house was awfully creepy. It might appear to look like any other ordinary building but the sight of it just sends chills and shivers down my spine. GRRRR...*SHUDDER...Haha. Reasons why? Number 1: Overwhelming isolation - We were surrounded by trees! Where are all the living people???!!! HELLO! Number 2: Ominous atmosphere - It was especially hair-raising at night. Number 3: OCH is situated right above us - That's what my classmates claimed though. Haha. Now we know who our neighbours are. =/ Number 4: Spooky toilets...Eyuuu - It took me some time to muster all the courage to enter them. They look really daunting! The idea of bathing in there irked me. Haha. Number 5: Haunting rooms - haha. This is exaggerated though. Nah, It's the mirrors in the room that scares me. Plus the bedsheets! Haha. One world: OLD
Hmm...Okay, enough criticisms of the house. Haha. Let's talk about the stay there. The first night: We had wonderful barbequed food for dinner. SAMBAL squids, Stingrays, butter prawns, otahs, sausages, crab sticks, chicken wings etc etc.Wah..aren't they just mouth-watery? Great stuff. All my favourites. Haha. However, I just can't get enough of them! I want MORE. Motto motto! Muahaha. While my some of my classmates were playing poker cards rounds after rounds, something disturbing occurred. An extra Queen of Diamond (If I'm not mistaken) popped up out of nowhere. Haha. Well, my classmates were pretty intimidated and discontinued their game. EERIE isn't it. No one knew what was the reason behind it. Srange.Anyways, I chose not to stay but went back the following day.
The second day: Went back to the chalet while the rest except Jiawen went to Pulau Ubin to cycle. Caught a nap until the rest came back from the trip. I was utterly exhausted. SHAGGED. Then Someone went wild and did something to me huh huh huh...unknowingly somemore. Tsk tsk tsk. Haha. Then Soonwei came upstairs and asked me whether I took notice of a Ten dollar note that was lying on the floor of a certain room. He told me that it did not belong to either one of us. And I firmly assured that it wasn't mine either plus I didn't see it. Nobody thus took it but Soonwei said it disappeared out of sight. That was so ODD. Well, who cares? So, we started barbequing again not long after the peeps started the fire. Basically, we had fun playing with the sparklers and candles that Daniel had brought. Thanks dude. It seems like mid-autumn festival has approached ne. I love mid-autumn festivals! Definitely not gonna miss this year's one as well! Wee~ Oh ya, didn't stay for the second night because I had school the next day. To wrap it up, I enjoyed myself at the chalet. The food, the music, the people, the ghoulish place that nonetheless brought me the fun and laughter. Thank you W36N-ers. =) Pictures will be up after I get from the peeps. And now some random stuff taken when I'm extremely bored with my lousy phone. Yikes. P.S working with the PN0204 peeps for the next two days. Hope it's gonna be fun!
YYY
Monday, September 04, 2006
11:09 PM
[ `anileC ]
I gotta admit that I'm having this Korean fever recently. It was Dong Bang Shin Ki not too long ago! They charmed me with their COOL dance moves and catchy song, RISING SUN. Fell in LOVE when I heard it for the very first time. WEE~ Caught the MTV on TV and it was totally AWESOME! AND NOW! I BRING YOU PARK JUNG MIN FROM SS501! He's way too sexy! I'm impressed by the Hyori's Get ya dance that he did. HOT HOT HOT! He has this striking resemblance to Yoshiki in the video that he danced GET YA. YO CHAN!!! AND He's only 19! A year older than me! OPPA! Haha. Anyway, He's damn humourous. Funny and adorable. *Grins." TOMORROW...TOMORROW...TOMORROW...Korean rival...RAWRRRR!!!". That's what he said when he's supposed to get a girl to guess the country, TOGO during the World cup fever. haha. Freaking hilarious. Gotta catch him and the other SS501 members with their fobby English!
Last but not least. JUNKI! =) Such a cutie isn't it? FLY DADDY FLY~ W36N chalet's tomorrow! LOOKING FORWARD! But not the house though. haha ALOHA CHANGI looks really freaky to me. =/
YYY
Saturday, September 02, 2006
11:09 PM
[ `anileC ]
HECTIC!!! BUSY BUSY BUSY! Violin practices! Chalets! Outings! ARGHHH... I need all the time and money in the world!
YYY
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